So much is going on in this thread!! It's a little hard to keep everything straight!
Something that kind of spoke to me while reading today was the general question of "Well, what do I do now?" I've been having that same question too. Adding something to my day/routine is something I must do at this point. I'm really not sure what to do, so I Googled "30 day health challenge" (not even sure what sparked that particular search!!), which led to searching for other "challenges", like general well-being and spiritual stuff. I'm not really positive which one I'm going with yet, but the idea of sinking myself into something new for a defined period of time seems like a good idea to me. Something new and healthy to focus on. We'll see....lot's of good stuff out there.
Have a peaceful day, and much love.
MV