Welome back Hawk
I relapes after 11years , got drunk for 2 weeks, I have over 4 months.
A lot of crisis and abandantment issues keeps pop'in up and also
brought up stuff from the past or childhood to the surface
Can relate to meetings being all differnent and filled with Newcomers
2 years of clean time is the most people have in my area
in one of the fellowship. I found old timers as time went on.
Went to a speaker meeting last week , told me of similar life experince.
I've been working my steps and program vigerestly and doing
service work or helping newcomers.
I had some violent imagaes and dreams lastnight.
I saw images of a very violent moment of my life as I drove to
work this morning. Like it just happened yesterday.