Originally Posted by
GotGrace 
Lately I have been resentful of having to stay sober. I know it is best. I enjoy being sober 80 percent of the time. But I miss the drinks, still. I know I need to not pick up because every time I consider drinking it is in order to catch a buzz, not just to enjoy a glass of wine. And I sure as heck don't miss the hangovers. I am basically still in mourning and am wondering if it will ever end.
Grace
Do you have any cravings ? I think you have been abstinent for quite a few months now, correct ? I am wondering what is it about the 'buzz' that you miss ? Is it because of the anesthetic type feeling where the edges seem to be smoothed over ? Does it act as a way of 'ending' the events of the day ? Maybe you could try some 'me' time where for 30 mins at the end of the day, you isolate yourself and simply reflect ?