I'm on 63 Days, and I know what you mean about the cloud passes, take out drinking from life and all we are left with is a hell of a lot of time to pass, completely consciously Sober!! But have you filled your time with new activities, or things you used to do before drinking, I definitely know if I hadn't have changed my lifestyle, I'd just be sitting in bored, thinking about drinking!!
It could be just a swing in emotions, as mine seem to still fluctuate a bit, but we've come this far, so backing out now would be make things a whole lot worse!!
Great job on 65 Days!!
