Welcome! you won't be sorry that you posted here. This is such a great site for support. You can write in about what you are going through and people will respond. I can tell you that most people in my life don't really relate to what I am going through but when I post here I get such great feedback from people who get it. I've also read so many stories from this site that I can really relate to. The list of great books is near the top. I have read a few on the list and the books have helped so much as well.