six months on Monday, but bittersweet celebration
If I make it to Monday I have managed to stay of the drink for six months. I don't have much cravings anymore and I feel pretty good about it. Then I lost my dad today and I thought that I would go out and drink. But surprisingly no real cravings set in. I'm not sure if this time is really different or what. I am really scared of getting complacent because I know that's when the danger begins. I am heartbroken over my dad but he was 80 years old and had cancer real bad.
Thanks for listening,