I have no choice but to have at least 6 months sobriety. No idea what will happen after that but today the thought of drinking scares me as I almost died last time. Also, I have absolutely no choice as my liver, pancreas and stomach need at least 6 months to heal or I will die. When its put to you like that you get a reality check
Im finding it more manageable and practical to take it a day at a time though. Whatever problems happen to me now on a daily basis I work it out and move on, no drink needed.