Courage - You are very brave to tell us the details of your relapse. I who have been relapsing on and off since last March (actually can't call it relapsing anymore I pretty much back to my old patterns including last night) do not have the same courage or strength to completely reveal the details of my recent drinking. You have such strength I know you can pick yourself up and get back on the right road and I am hoping that I can too and will do my best to be strong for you and for me!