Admitting I am powerless
Well, I've been really making an effort to go to AA meetings, even driving 2 hrs to get to one yesterday. I also met up with the women from my step group to go over the first step and discuss it. Yet, I am STILL clinging to my wine. I hate to admit it but I have to. I still drank my 2 glasses of wine. I know it isn't a ton of alcohol but I am so attached and drawn to it. I listened to someone at a meeting today say that he went to meetings for 6 years before he got sober. I hope that if I keep going to meetings and doing the work the claws that alcohol has on me will come out and I will be able to get it out of my life. Is this true or am I fooling myself?