I stayed at home from work today because I am such a mess emotionally. I drank yesterday and had a melt down. I'm just laying around this morning having panic attacks and wondering if I will still have my job as I feel I have missed a few too many days. We have employee reviews on wed and I'm scared they will make me break down in front of my bosses like a moron. I hate being so sensitive. I need to talk to someone today about getting help.