2.59pm roast lamb dinner is smelling gorgeous, kids (16 and 4) playing Wii Smurfs happily, drinking hot lemon squash and posting on SR whilst going in for my turn on the Wii (let's fall about laughing at how rubbish Mum is!!)
Before - open wine whilst prepping dinner, drink bottle whilst it cooks, get grumpy if kids argue. Feed kids only under the pretence that I'm not hungry, knowing full well that gorgeous dinner will interrupt my 'buzz'. Don't eat at all, feel bad mentally and physically on Monday.
That's made me feel incredibly sad
Day 6.