Hey Hawk, Your not alone buddy!!! I was sober for almost 11 years and then drunk for six years. Before I was sober the first time I lost my home, wife and family, was left with nothing but the alcohol. Got sober, new house, new wife, new family and then started drinking again....how stupid is that??? AFTER 11 YEARS.....so you see my friend your not alone.
My last drunk day was 12/04/05 so I am just barely over 60 days. Hang in there with me buddy and go the distance.......don't dwell on the relapse, dwell on the sobriety you have now. It doesn't matter that you have friends that have been sober longer, what matters is you are sober TODAY.
This is posted under my dear wifes logo because I am to lazy to do my own so I thank you harleygirl92156 for letting me use your space once again.
God Bless you and protect you through these rough days. Think positive and give the negative to God.