new in recovery
Hi, thanks for the reply. As far as reaching out, I found some NA meetings in my area, one of them is this evening. But I have not been to see a doctor or a hospital. There's the shame factor involved, but I really don't trust myself around prescribers right now. I would probably fall at his feet and beg for more tramadol. I remember what tram withdrawal feels like though. About 6 months ago, I ran out for about 2 weeks and it was hellish. Mostly psychological, but there was some sweating and insomnia. I am only on my 2nd day of recovery feel confused but determined. I guess a psychotherapist would not be a bad idea either.