So worried
My husband is an alcoholic. He has been to rehab twice with moments of sobriety which go back to binge drinking - including black outs. Today I haven't been able to get a hold of him all day - he works out of town. When he drinks, it is not always unusual for him to ignore my calls and texts - but I'm so concerned right now. I can't contact his work because he's under a program now where if they catch him drinking he will immediately be fired. I am so unsure of what to do. I am so sick of this bull - it's a constant run on the hamster wheel. How do I get off? Do I want to? Should I beg, plead him to stop drinking once and for all. I cry way too much - I know my kids know what's going on again - I want to protect them. I'm so confused - so worries. What do I do. This has been going on for years.