Rome wasn't built in a day. Or six.
Recovery is a long process, and at this point it might be a good idea to remind you how much more is out there for you. On day 30, 60, and 90 you will come up with mind-boggling questions and feelings that you never knew existed! Recovery is a wild, amazing ride...I'd suggest that perhaps you think ahead to all of the great things that are just over the horizon. If Einstein stopped at 2+2 and said "I know math" and dropped the chalk, the world would have been deprived of some serious advances in science and physics. Don't let yourself get distracted, you have so much more to accomplish. And it can only be achieved by staying sober TODAY. Keep that in the front of your mind!
Good luck.