Thanks everyone. Did I post in the right forum? I'm not an alcoholic but my father was. It ruined his life. Lost everything...his business, marriage, home, life. Was very tough to deal with that growing up. So I don't drink much at all. Maybe one or two a month. It's the pills that I enjoyed as there was no hangover. Is there a forum specifically or more focused on opiate withdrawal and recovery? You all are awesome.