Find a program of recovery, commit to it,and follow through on the commitment. AA and sober recovery helped me get sober almost 3 years ago. I was worried at first about seeing people I knew at AA, but I just kept reminding myself they were there for the same reason as me. I was also embarrassed to go to AA until I reminded myself I had embarrassed myself drunk in public many times and that's way worse than going to an AA meeting. God luck!