I am still digesting all your thoughts.
I had a massive raw with 2 of my bfs and
do not know if they talk to me tomorrow...
Yes I am deluted... I could do it...
My familly option discarded.
Got to work...
Can not desappear for detox...
I have to do it I but I am not right!
I know tomortow my heart is going to pump crazy.
I am having a really hard time.
am still thinking & sinking