I'm pretty sure the people at AA know you are drinking. That's the alcohol talking. I see it all the time, people think no one knows, but you can smell it and see it in their eyes, face, skin. zjw is right - ANYTHING is going to annoy you. I still get that way and I'm 4 months without alcohol, sometimes, out of the blue I just want to rip something or someone. The first 60 days were bad, I won't lie. My dr prescribed sleeping/antidepressants. The further out I've gotten, the better it gets - so glad I don't have to go through it again if I don't pick up a drink today.