Thao,
Crack addiction is the Devils tool of choice for destroying lives. As I look back over my years of using I can see that everybody I know who smoked crack went one of several ways.
1. There dead
2. There in prison
3. By the grace of god they found the strength to recover and they went on with
a"New" Life.
When I first sought help for my addiction I did not want to believe that those were my only options. I've waisted a couple of years trying to prove that theory wrong. Talk about it, there are people here who can help you !