thanks
Okay...Thanks for your posts. I know it's not fun to dredge into the past and I appreciate your honesty. For my own wellbeing I do not want to forget the pain cocaine has brought to my life and my self. I am scared, however that I will one day forget and go back. So far I have been clean from cocaine for 20 days!! Of course I am still using other things that I can not let go of. I am cross addicted. Is there a way to keep those painful memories from fading for the sake of my sobriety?