Hey Lily! Welcome to SR!! Glad you found us!! It's a great place with lots of folks who have been where you are now!!!
I'm still kind of new at this, but I'll sure tell ya that when I'm feeling vulnerable or craving, I come here and read and post till it passes...
Look around, read around, and never ever feel badly about asking for help. That's why we are all here!!!
Welcome!!
Kat