Originally Posted by kathryn1

I have been clean and sober for 7 1/2 yrs. Yesterday I made a huge mistake. I found some hydrocodone and took some (it was left over from last yr when my hubby had a surgery. he thought it was all gone). After I swallowed it I regreted it but could make myself throw it up. So I just dumped the rest down the toilet. But of course I spent all day at work messed up and my friends were really worried about me. To tell you the truth I am worried about me. I haven't told my husband yet but my friends knew something was wrong and wouldn't stop questioning me until I told them the truth. They said they won't tell him this time but if I ever do it again they'll have to. I am worried about going back to the way I was. I am praying for the strength to be able to resist.