Gilija (sorry autocorrect is in charge sometimes) just know I understand where you are. After 13 years long long years it seems my AH has finally hit bottom. Here is all I know. They won't stop until they want to stop. My AH only admitted to his problem in October, but even then he did not stop. I have been praying for him to hit rock bottom. Sadly he did and I hit mine that day too.
Please keep reading and keep the focus on you.
I thank God every day (I sometimes don't know how I possibly still have faith, but I do) that I was here at SR 6 weeks before he hit bottom hard.
I don't know where I would be without these boards. I really do not.
Stay here, talk here, take care of you.
This disease and it's consequences hurt not only the A, but the people closest to them.
You are crying because you are hurt, you see the damage, he cannot.
Be glad you are here. I am
Hugs.