Ugh... Dating. That is nowhere in my foreseeable future. He's the only person I've ever been with and my kids are tiny. I can't date. And I think I'll truthfully be really, really hurt if he started dating people.
It would be more like I'd go out into the real world again, get my career up and running again and put my kids into daycare. I think I want the help of having an in-house spouse but I don't want to make any determination on what my relationship with him is right now. I mean, do those feelings change?
I'm don't know why I'm afraid to tell him I want to stay separated. I just am. I know I want that but telling him that freaks me out.