Whether you drink tonight is all up to you? Have you decided yet?
I am sure it is hard, missing your guy when he is away, but there is so much more you can do than just sitting there with a bottle in front of you, and almost anything else you might choose is better for you, and for your bf too.
For me, it was a revelation and a relief to finally understand that I didn't have to drink anymore, for any reason. I just didn't have to, it was up to me to choose.