One of the most valuable lessons I've learned here is NOT to drink over others.
His absence is not going to change, nor are your feelings about it, if you drink.
The solution lies in sober thinking and conversation rather than drunken rambling and impaired decision making.
You can do this. Hang here and read and post and wake up tomorrow with a clear head and sharp mind to think about your situation and start looking for solutions. Poor me is not going to accomplish anything. Be proactive and look for an answer
