Thank you!! I took my son to school and I went to work today...just carried on. He is already backtracking now that it's Monday and he's sobering up. I told him I'm ready to give notice on our place, and he texted back "That won't be necessary. Let's talk later." Clearly, he thinks I'm coming home and we can go on in this horrible cycle forever. Just yesterday he hated me. Hah. Anyway, I'm still feeling detached, still feeling hopeful. It's a long process getting here, but this is the first time I've ever been to this point and I'm going to stay with it.