One more thought I want to add, or reiterate---
I feel like such a fraud!!! From the outside, no one would no how terribly I am doing at this moment. I managed to pull a lot of stuff together in the first six months--my disheveled home became organized and immaculate, I lost all of the weight that I needed to, I became very involved with my friends and family---things look really good from the outside looking in. All lies--I am simply maintaining a facade. It is taking too much energy too keep up this deceit. I was so much happier when I was honoring my health and well being.
Much love,
MV