I did my share of drunk driving in my life, so I am no angel. It is so much better living free from the chains of alcohols grip. Life has so much more freedom, and we can now enjoy our days rather than white knuckling it until the first drink. I never want to say never, but I have no intention of going back to that life ever again. It was more like being in prison than living like a free man. I'm not sure why we all crave going back to that lifestyle. Feeling horrible the whole day for a few minutes of pleasure is no way to go through life.