^^^its wanting that crazy active social life, i know what u mean..i play alot of videogames, i walk my dogs daily, exercise but there definitely feels like something is missing..i feel like there isnt much reward for working all week..in the past drugs and going out felt like a huge release to me, i could go back to work on monday with something to loo forward to on the weekend..these new hobbies i have picked up do not fulfill me like a night of partying used to..i remember hooking up with a few girls in the past few months and we were sober and i was almost like 'hmm, where is the fun at?'...we played monopoly which again is OK, but that seems to be the best i can do when it comes to sober activities...
there is a huge difference in meeting and socializing with people sober as compared to using certain drugs..