Originally Posted by
Bbomaha 
I'm sure I need to start hitting meetings again. Its been about a year and a half. it all starts with a couple of drinks and it's off to the races.
Same with me. Went through it so many times I couldn't count them.
Remember how you feel now and realize you never have to feel that way again if you don't have that first drink/hit.
I feel for you. And wish you the best.