I am in the same boat. I am detoxing at the moment but even when this passes I feel like I am going to want to stay here under the safety of my warm comforter. I know this is because I do not know how to be in recovery or where to even begin with it. I am going to start to try and go to meetings as recommended by my doctor and I am going to try to pick up on some of the hobbies I dropped in favor of benzos and booze. When I'll do that not quite sure.
Hang in there. It may not feel like it but it sounds like you're doing great!