Just be normal! Normal is dull and boring in the begining but it's not drunk and disgusting.
And really, isn't normal where you wanted to be.
In time you will learn to be normal and enjoy it, I know I did years ago when I quit drinking for years. I had to give myself permission to start to do lots of things again. I literally did not believe that I could do normal things. In the past I had to plan everything around a time when I would be sober. When you are sober you can do anything anytime you want to.
So go do something that you couldn't do when you were a drunk...It really works...It's like living in a cave for years and you are afraid to come out of the cave because you have been so long in the cave. Drinking is a cave!
I hope this helps.