Originally Posted by
NLB24 
I could never come to grips with the fact that I indeed have a problem. Perhaps a different mindset would help.
Indeed. Accepting you have a problem is the start of addressing the problem. You are having a rational moment where you realized you have a problem with drink and want to quit. Commit to being sober and hang on to that vow when your addiction starts telling you that you don't have a problem.