LuckyGirl99

Hi All,
Happy holidays to all of you amazing and supportive sober recovery members! I am really hoping that today will be the last day that I consume alcohol. While I am not a physically dependent alcoholic, I am most definitely a problem drinker and emotionally dependent. I'm tired of being on this terrible rollercoaster of craziness and I want to get off. The trouble is that my social circle doesn't make it easy for me to make this change. The other day my bf told me that I am her favorite person to drink wine with and my DH says that he will support me in my decision to quit, but I honestly know that he likes having me as a drinking buddy. His relationship with alcohol isn't as destructive as mine. I guess that I am just feeling sad and tired and I wanted to share with someone else who understands what this feels like.