Thanks Tryin...I'm really working on it. I worked hard on my alcohol sobriety. This feels different, yet the same....if that makes any sense. I have been contemplating various plans of action. The most exciting aspect is not sharing what my specific plan of action is, rather the liberating aspect of telling y'all in SR that I have a drug problem and it's become unmanageable. Wow...for me, a 12 program works, and I am watching it unfold right before my eyes. That's just from my perspective. Thank you all for listening. Love and hugs. L