Old 12-25-2013, 02:41 AM
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Laly
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Join Date: Dec 2013
Posts: 61
Long time lurker..finally getting real with myself

Hi everyone..I'm a new poster on SR, but a 2 year lurker...my name is Laly and I am a recovery alcoholic of 10 years, however, I am a prescription drug addict and have been for 3 years. My DOC is firorocet, a migraine med. I am in therapy and my therapist thinks I no longer use firorocet as of about 1 year ago. I have been honest with her up until I realized she thought I was no longer using. I have not been honest with her because I did not want to disappoint her. That is a theme in my history. Sheesh...I guess I should just stick to an introduction and get into the c$&p later .

Basically I want to say hi. Since I have lurked for so long, I feel like I know so many members....

So...by signing up to SR I feel like I am making myself accountable in a safe way. I am taking the first step to admitting to myself and the cyber world my life is unmanageable. Thank you all for listening to me ramble. I love you all. I'm jumping in...
And I'm scared....
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