Hello.
I'm 36 days sober. I had a horribly stressful day at work, just got home and have 2 parties to go to, am horribly unprepared.. still have to prepare an appetizer for one of the parties and wrap some of my kid's gifts. I feel that I'm being stretched too thin and this is the ultimate test. If I have will power enough to go 36 days (I believe this is AV talking), shouldn't I be able to have will power to have 2 glasses and then switch to water so that I can take the edge of what has been a horrid day and enjoy myself OUT for the first time in months?
I know what the answers are going to be. I know what I should do. I don't know if I'm going to make the right choice.
Merry (?) Christmas Eve everyone.
