Originally Posted by
Diva76 
I really appreciate the honesty in your posts...
Yes, half your life is a long time, but you can choose
to look at it this way...
Thank goodness you're only 34...
If you get the help you need now, you 'll get to live
more than half of the rest of your life
sober....
I sincerely wish you the best...
Linda
I'm glad you appreciate the honesty Linda. I feel like if I'm really going to do this I have to be honest with everyone and myself. I've lied to myself and made excuses for my drinking and drug use for far too long. I'm not even craving alcohol yet, but I've been at this point before and I'm really trying to be prepared to face the itch. Right now I'm starting to get a flood of emotions and I am drained mentally and physically. Despite feeling drained and emotional, I do feel better. I'm committing to another 24 hours. Thanks.