Thank you!
I hope this was ok to post here. . . but I wanted to tell everyone how much I appreciate everyone. I have learned so much in the last week since I found this site than I knew in years. I am so sorry that everyone is affected one way or the other with this disease but thank you everyone for talking about what you are going through because I helped me.
I have been so ashamed and embarrassed to express myself to family and friends. I never could put my finger on what was happening and really thought this was how life is with a husband. There have been times I recall being so upset that I woke up to another day. I have never heard of codependency nor knew what alcoholism and drugs were all about. I am 36 years old and finally in a long time happy to another year.