Day 13 here. Friday. I have another 'holiday party' with my husband tonight and I'm dreading going. I don't want to go at all. I'm feeling really crabby, highly irritable and the last thing I want to do is go get dressed for a party with a bunch of people I don't know. UGH. I almost feel like I'm having a mental 4 year old, screaming, temper tantrum. Anyway I could find an empty room and scream? I don't know if its because I'm tired? Maybe I can turn this positive? I'm free of having to drink at this function. I'm free of being 'on' and filling the awkward silences. All I have to do this evening is love my daughter and my husband and be thankful to have the privilege to love them everyday.... Hey, feeling better already....