Tackling Issues Head On
So I've not been looking forward to the Christmas period much over the past few weeks. I'm sure many of us (especially those of us intending to spend our first Xmas sober) have some reservations. I've been doing my best to get in to the mood with the tree and decorations etc etc. I'm kinda getting there but not really. I think this festive period will be one to 'survive' and hopefully I'll be able to positively reflect on it after.
There are two particular issues that were bothering me:
1. Spending the 23rd - 27th at my parents where the booze is normally free flowing and I would previously have been more than willing to partake. A weekend away for my Dad's 60th about a month ago showed me that I'm definitely not there yet with being around people drinking when I'm not.
2. A very good friend's wedding on 4th January. The venue is out in the country and there is a bus being laid on there and back. The bus back leaves late, around 12.30pm, and I was a bit nervous about the time and the journey itself.
So my anxious head was fretting about both and two short and easy conversations have made things that little bit easier:
1. I was speaking to my Mum on the phone today. She knows I won't be drinking over the festive period. I said to her just to be clear that I definitely won't be drinking and I'm more than happy with that (they think I'm not drinking for health reasons, which is not a lie in itself), they are to continue to behave as usual around me and I've asked them not to be offended if I go to bed earlier than I might otherwise have done. Mum said that was absolutely fine and she appreciated me bringing it up in advance.
2. I asked my OH (who knows I'm quitting drinking because I have a problem) that if I start to feel uncomfortable at the wedding later on in the evening if it would be alright for us to get a taxi to the train station nearby and make our home that way instead of the bus. He agreed - not a problem.
Never fails to amaze me how often I forget that 'a problem shared is a problem halved' and sometimes a lot of unnecessary additional angst can be prevented!