After a good nights sleep I feel much more positive this morning. I am on day 98 ,I am proving to myself that I can live this life without alcohol. My life hasn't changed much I just do everything I have always done just without alcohol.
Why then should a holiday be any different? I am making too much of this and getting worried as if I have no say in the matter. I am the one in control of my life and what I do with it!!
I don't know how many times I have to tell my dimwit simpleton AV this but
I DONT DRINK ALCOHOL AND I NEVER WILL AGAIN !!
Thanks everyone.