Well.....
I just got a text from my BF and he's checked himself into an interim mental health facility and is waiting to get into rehab asap. I had a feeling he was in trouble tonight when I didn't hear from him at all after I got home from work.
I'm glad he's safe and made the effort to reach out instead of disappearing and getting drunk, but I feel angry and sad and just wish things were different. I'm okay. Relieved and looking forward to my alone time for the next month or so. I am kind of bummed as I have a bunch of time off work and we were going to do all sorts of fun things, museums, snow tubing, etc......I guess I'll do some of that stuff with friends and get my ass to work on my writing.
Merry fricking Christmas.