Sidetracked.
Long story short, I blew it, I relapsed, I was sober for 18 months then one day the voice got to me and I spent another 18 months thinking I could be normal, last weekend was a wakeup call, I was chasing a buzz that doesnt exist.
Day 3 again, I was absent here for a long time, now Im back, I went back and read my posts and I was much happier not drinking, theres alot more positives for me not drinking, I know that.
I texted my cousin, whos in the same boat, Monday, Day 1 was the message, he replied wow what a coincidence same here. Yesterday he texted day 2 now what do we do ? I replied figure out what to do with all this extra happiness.
Im back on track and feeling better already.