Sounds like you have your ears on straight--I know this is all scary but you are
young and so are your babies--they will do well and flourish without the stress
of the AH--you will have more peaceful time for them--and they will not sense
you feeling tense and angry anymore. Hopefully you will beable to protect them from this terrible disease. You are strong and brave and you are setting yourself free.
Prayers and smiles--Dee