Why should I waste more years of my life going on like this.
If you are truly not happy you shouldn't.
How our kids (3 1/2 and 22 months) will handle this.
Your kids are still young, they will be fine. You sound like you are a great mom to them, just love them. If your A is anything like mine it's best he leaves now while they are young, before they start to really see the damage he is doing to the family.
I wish you the best of luck with everything and please keep coming here for support it is a great place. You are so strong and I really admire you for sticking to what you say, it's something I wish I could do.
(((((((hugs)))))
Mindi