Originally Posted by
bemyself 
Great to see you back here Fernaceman!
As Dee sometimes says, we don't shoot our wounded here at SR. [Jeez, if that were so, I'd be dead!]
Look forward to your reflections on the relapse. Hey, it just might help some of us, y'know?
Leading up to the relapse, I had been slipping, naturally. I was still "around" the fellowship and program, but no longer felt "a part of."
One defining moment that was a big alarm to others was, 2 weeks before relapse, when I balked an opportunity at service work and was annoyed about taking the position. That should have been a big red flag to me.