They must not be as damaged as you or so damage that they have more sober time than you? The way you feel is normal. If your sponsor is not calling you back (within a day or two) then you might need a new sponsor. YOU have to call people and go down the phone list, they don't call you/coddle you. The point is to force you to get outside of yourself. There are some crazies in AA, but like Raider said, we are all damaged in different ways, no matter where you go (church, AA, work, etc).